January 2010
17 posts
I had my own weigh-in Wednesday on Friday since I forgot to do it on Wednesday & Thursday. Well lovelies, the scale was at 181.7. Which means I am less than 2lbs from seeing a 1-7-something. I honestly cannot remember the last time I saw that on a scale. Not since maybe the beginning of my high school years. I’ve always struggled with fluctuating in the 180s. So close! :]
I suck at blogging...
But I ate really well these last couple days. No binging, no late night eating. It’s only 2 days, but I’m proud. :)
Getting up early-ish tomorrow to work out. Then visiting the biff at school for the night!
I want to try to be at 155lbs by May 1st.
Is a 30lb weight loss unreasonable in a little more than a three month period?! I’m not sure. Possibly. But, I’m certainly going to try.
one-twenty-five:
I’ve decided I’m going to lose weight. I’ve decided I’m worth it.
I’m doing it for summer dresses, sitting without sucking in, bikinis, boys of my past, high heels, white t.shirts with jeans, boys of my future, my mom and sister, my trainer, to run, to wear sparkly dresses, me.
Challenges.
I haven’t been on in forever — how long has it been? A week, two weeks, I don’t know. Long enough to fall off the wagon. I’ve been stressed mixed with the crazy emotions of PMS and all that made me feel better was food. And wine. Each day, I told myself I would start eating better the next day. I didn’t.
I weighed myself today and cringed when I saw the number....
I've lost track of what day it is.. Oops!
Cereal, coffee, cucumbers, soft tacos with lettuce and refried beans. This was my day. I failed and drank some diet Pepsi. I don’t even like Pepsi. I guess I just needed some fizziness and I am out of club soda. I didn’t work out. I need to find motivation to do that. I feel so tired all the time. That’s no excuse, but I use it anyways.
I’m putting a picture of a...
Watching Sex & the City: The Movie...
Trying to channel my inner Carrie. Because this weekend was SO not very Bradshaw-esque.
On the bright side, my legs are feeling a lot better. Cardio-ing tomorrow and hopefully they won’t hurt like that again!
Day Three. (Which was yesterday. I'm slacking)....
Yesterday was okay. Still can’t even walk or sit down without my legs screaming. I stretched too, before I worked out. What the hell? So, I’ve been doing weights, but no cardio.. :(
Day three:
Breakfast/Lunch: Coffee, one piece of toast with PB & a banana.
Dinner: Veggie Burger, no bun. Salad.
I went to the movies yesterday too. I resisted popcorn & those evil...
I'm always kicking myself in the ass for drinking...
late at night when I’m having a panic attack. I’ve had panic disorder since I was 13. Uber fun. Not.
I’m not supposed to drink anything with caffeine. Ever. Pshh, yeah. Okay.
“Oh, right! And I’ve lost that dreaded 5lbs I’d gained over the...”
Day Two.
Woke up at 11:30 again. Refused to get out from under the covers until 1PM.
Breakfast/Lunch: 2 cups of coffee, black. A banana.
Cleaned house. Mess was starting to give me a panic attack.
30 minutes of cardio. First time since the summer. My legs are screaming right now!
Dinner: Tilapia. Salad.
Snacked on yet another banana and had a bowl of cereal.
Weight...
Day one. Must learn to socialize and not give into...
Started off great, then naturally, fell apart. Woke up (at 11AM) to get ready for work at 1PM. Breakfast/Lunch, since I woke so late: I drink my coffee black with two Splenda, so that was fine, had some oatmeal (which I don’t reallllyy like, as it reminds me of.. well, you know). Later, at work I ate a banana when I was feeling hungry. Around 6 is when it all went downhill.
I have to...
From Bridget to Carrie
What does ‘From Bridget to Carrie’ mean exactly?
I’ve gotten this question often & yes, I realize it’s a little confusing.
For years, Sex & the City has been my favorite show. I have envied Carrie Bradshaw / Sarah Jessica Parker ever since I first saw it. She lives the life I want when I finally graduate college and get my career started. She lives in NYC,...
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The beginning.
19 (almost 20) year old girl.
Height, 5 feet 4 inches.
Weight, way too much.
BMI, 32.1. (This is obesity range. I know I’m overweight, but I don’t think I look like I am obese).
Bust, 36.5 inches.
Waist, 34 inches.
Hips, 41 inches.
Growing up, I wasn’t fat, but my parents were putting me on diets anyways. I did cheerleading, tap, ballet, and played softball for 8 years.
Around...